How it all started (One last message) Chapter 2

Chapter Two: The Yes.

            After that Christmas Incident, many good things happened.

            Day by day, we never ended texting with each other. It’s like that there is no minute that we didn’t spent texting with each other. I just love those sweet words that she said to me though I know that she’s not that serious after all, but still I want to believe in her because If I believe, I know that I’d be happy so at the end, I was the loser because I’ve fall in love with her. There was this text that I can’t forget, actually I still have this message of her in my cellphone. The message goes like this, “Ui..ar..bcg pag mafall nako ha..kay kaw napud mubiya..basig ako napud ang mahurt..” and at that very moment, all that is in my mind is this words…”If only she’d know that I’m damn serious on her, and I’m willing to spend my life feeling like this forever and she’s the reason why I’m floating most of the times..”. There are times that I’d question my self on why I fall in love with her, but all I know right now is that she’s worth loving for. I never felt this feeling before so I was kinda “ignorant” on this because she was my first Love. And every time my cellphone beeps, there was this strange feeling that I’ve felt my heart beats faster and an unexplainable feeling is within me. I long for her, I long for her company, and I need her by my side. But I doubt it, I should take this a little slower than this one because since I was just a little boy, I’m not afraid of anything,(except for a dog, that bites!!). I’m afraid of being left alone and be broken-hearted just because of a girl/woman. I had 10 girlfriends before her but I didn’t take it seriously for me to be in a safer place, just for the sake of not being hurt. But as days passed by, I can’t fight this feeling anymore, there was this message I sent to her and it goes like this, “Ahm..pede ilakad moko kay lorraine?(message sent to lorraine)..”. ehehe..and after few days, I asked her, “Nilakad mo na ba ako kay Lorraine?^_^..”(also pointing to her). Actually, I’m kinda “torpe” If I’m in love ‘coz I don’t know how to express it by any means. But I risked, and I tried to express it. So I did express it!! Whooah.. She told me this, “g.lakad na kita ui..ejeje” and as for a reaction to myself, BANG!! I was so happy that time... Even though I know that she’s not that serious but still I don’t want to be K.J. so I’d believe in her.

            December 31, 2008.. it was eleven o’clock on the evening and we were still texting, waiting for the New Year’s Day to come. She said to me that she wants to jump in her bed just for her to increase her height,(she was desperately hoping for that to really happen...ehehe). We ended that day with a wonderful message…”sweet dreams poh..”. Hmm… January 2, 2009… I was expecting and desperately hoping for this year to be a good year for me. And so it did! It was a great year, I guess?!! Well, at this day, we reached to the point that we tackled about our bond or as might as well I say our Romantic bond. I asked her this question, “Hmm..kanang..mura na gud ta ug uyab..diba?ehehe.. Unsa na akong standing sa imuha?”… and she replied, “bitaw nh??ejeje..kita na.”. And that was it, the Big Bang for me but I know for other people It was just not that sweet but for me, at that time, It was perfect, nothing else I could ask for God to happen but that!! Only that! Oh God, I love this girl so much that she made me risk and risking is what I’m not good at. I learned on how to believe, on how to express my feelings, on how to risk something without knowing on what’s going to be the end of that risk that I, myself did. I love this girl though It was a short of period of time, I’ve felt happiness and contentment with this girl and I do want to grow with her by my side. If only she’d know this, If only she’d appreciate my little own doings just for her to feel that I am really serious and I do love her. I called her my princess, my girl, my angel, my Now and hoping for her to be my FUTURE.